Thursday, August 05, 2010

haha...season cm to the end
i have ages no post anything here since i contribute in others
long time, there isn't a corner for myself
well, what happened?
what motivates me to post something here
most probably i have just finished my report here
while waiting for my senior to complete hers to combine it
i have changed my job & attended the interview on my birthday
did i get this job bcuz of my birthday?
i wonder...hehe
cuz i didnt perform well in the interview as my attire not proper that time
so the confidence level went lower
however
is too late to say all these since i got it
& i just got my confirmation letter 2 days ago
the increment is low but is better than none
i have great times with my bf recently
maybe his birthday is nearer
that's why i treat him better & zero argument
proud of myself & thank him to make me have good moods all days
i bought a car bcuz of the new job
i only contribute 12%, the others are from my mum & bank
so u can guess how long i m going 2 pay them off to clear my debts
after all, i m searching for a landed house
as i not fancy to stay in condo or apartment
i dont like to stay with so many ppl in 1 building
it makes me feel insecure no matter thr is guard or wat
i ll save more money to realise my dream
& i want to pass my CPA this time
2 subjects! strike it!!hehe
all the best to others
always always
look at the brighter side even u r inside the well
u may see rainbow :)
-{ i cried for you again at 4:28 PM }-
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Sunday, January 24, 2010

well,i m back for awhile here
since i got extra time to write something here
since i m back from the fire accident
since i m back from the loss of my parents' car
since i m back from the loss of my ah gong
i was busy
totally lost in some experiences that i nvr experienced before
in these 2 months
i dunno how to describe all these
it s terrible...i need to sigh everytime i talk about these
since when god started to challenge me,train me to become stronger
invincibly, Yes, I do
& honestly, i hate to experience these
even though someday I m going to face the same thing
it jz happened too fast....

life was awful
there s a long long way to finish your path
i m glad i no need to walk alone
life is great


-{ i cried for you again at 5:01 PM }-
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Monday, November 09, 2009

time really passes so fast
& i oways say the same thing
i m getting older neutral
ppl may see me as a happy go lucky girl
no worries & problem-free
honestly
every1 got problems
beneath the heart
the difference is only how u r going to defeat ur problems
it may not be ended so quick
u need to open ur heart, forgive it & forget it
i admit i were a bad temper person
ask my niece & mr yoon
they definitely will agree with me
but these few years
thank him, mr yoon
showing me his generous & good attitude all these days
i was touched by it
& i improved alot,seriously
my real anger has turned into fake anger
fake anger jz 2 exchange more laughters in life

life will be jz colorful
if u how 2 mix it wif ur family,relatives,friens,colleagues,pets...& him
be happy, everyday
today feel down? nvm, tomorrow will be a better day or
someday will be a better day cool
-{ i cried for you again at 9:58 PM }-
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Thursday, October 08, 2009

ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

finally i get back here again lollollollollol

is not tat i m busy like hell
but i m busy,were busy, for my life,not only on my work wink
so many things happened
there is not a day
tat can let me breathe & free at home doing nothing
none!
especially the CPA,it s gonna killing my brain cells
or maybe i leave collage quite awhile
alot of theories are difficult for me to understand instantly
& i gain weights! neutralneutralneutral
feel like crying when i look at my tummy now,
it doesnt looks like last time
a waist without any fat
a waist filled up with my pride
now,no more...no more
i gotta exercise before it s getting worse cry

....to be continued
-{ i cried for you again at 10:42 PM }-
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Wednesday, August 05, 2009

it s been 5 months i worked...
well.....there r ups & downs & ups & downs
down? i cried at the office when thien hoe called me & i was stressed
ups? when i finished my stuffs & clients & bosses r happy
more ups? when thien hoe & family always be there for me
it s blessed to feel secure
even u cant find happiness in workplace
u know someone can cheer u up too
i m glad he has found a job too
my worries? i hope v can cope with this busy life together mentally & separate physically
without the datelines and up-coming jobs
my colleagues are great to have fun with
if not,everyone's face will turn into grey & blue
rushing to meet dateline
i 've learnt alot
from audit,tax & standards
but there are more to be learnt
life is meaningful if u think positively
u need 2 learn forgive and forget
then life is great & brilliant

younger girls who are 22 & below
please enjoy ur life as much as possible
dont depends on love,
believe me, it kills ur time
learn to play
learn to social
study hard
gain more general knowledge
dont be a stupid & innocent girl who always think about guys
it wastes ur time & youth
i m very very very glad,
tat i start dating at 20
not too young & not too old
at least know what should do & what shouldnt do
& even u really date a guy
make sure it is the best one
dont waste ur time, babe

this is the message to 'girls' that i concerned
i m busy
but i love my life mrgreenmrgreen
-{ i cried for you again at 10:07 PM }-
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Thursday, June 04, 2009

赤裸的爱
不是叫你脱光光送给你的爱人
而是抛下一切光环,尊严 和 面子
最好还有你的化妆 biggrin
让他看清楚你的真面目
让他知道你有多丑陋
如果他就是那么傻,那么笨
还是爱你保护你
为你生为你死
为你哭为你笑
有着这么对你痴情的爱人
有时就是这么贱
觉得特别地骄傲,觉得特别地幸福
没有人会明白我们很纯真的感情
我能给你我的手
也能给你我的下辈子
我就是赤裸的爱他
让他知道
我就是这么搞笑 mrgreenmrgreen
-{ i cried for you again at 9:50 PM }-
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Thursday, May 07, 2009

now i realize
studying is much more better than working
is it too late 2 realize that?
but what is so great about working?
the only things that motivates me to work are
the one who always besides me & comfort me
the one who brings peace to my heart
another thing is future
what i am doing now relates to my future
whether i ll b rich or successful
is depends on what i am doing now
i work hard, everyday
i am very selfish to my time
i dont want to spend it on somewhere which i think is not essential
last thing that motivates me
is the honour to get my current job
i can say...it can be easy or difficult to get my job
but this is the job that i m looking for when i was studying
it was part of my plan & i make it now!
it is tired
to work & work
but i m still young
no matter how hard it is
i know i have to force myself to do it
no matter how others look at me & treat badly to me
i know i have a shoulder to cry on
my life,love & work are started to be balanced
the only thing i may miss it is my friendship
i lost a friend
i miss the chance to meet ann
i m still havent got the chance to meet bum & hong
i have long while nvr meet my secondary friends
i feel like i m losing lotsa friends when time goes by
but trust me,do believe me
i nvr ever forget any1 of u in every single day
i understand friendship is not 24 hr,but it will be forever
miss u guys
-{ i cried for you again at 9:14 PM }-
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