- bored -
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
this morning i woke up at 730am
suddenly dreamt lots of caterpillars
orange colour 1....very disgusting
so i screamed until woke up
had having bad dreams recently
very 'shui'...haiz
pressure??
nervous??
too happy??
worries??
COUSINS??
no la....i oso dunno...
i can sleep well
but my dreams r terrible...
haiz...
i missed amazing race last nite
but i oredi noe which team won edi
so...no need 2 watch oso la
none of them r my favourites
i luv BJ & Tyler in last season
they wear red pants in every episode
thy r Hippie Boys!!
haha...i jz luv them
if i in luv wif stg,
i wont pay attention on others unless thy r better
i oways make comparison
except for results,family la
if i oways compare my marks wif others
i ll b very kiasu
i left my kiasu-ness since...yee?...i dunno ler
i seldom compare marks oso
PASS is everything 4 me
u noe..
around 5-6 yrs in the past
i told my mum
''last time in primary,i was scared to let u come 2 skul,i didnt like my friens 2 c u''
she..tat time was playing mahjong
shocked by me
she speechless..then my dad asked me y
i said,
''cuz u really looked like 'tiger',very fierce,i was scared u ll scold my classmates..''
''but then,i like u 2 come 2 skul edi,tat 1 only happened in primary,now none at all'',i added
i was not very close 2 my mum during childhood
same as my sister
i scared both of them
cuz thy looked very fierce...haha
but now,i m closer 2 them more than my dad n bro
brother oredi married,he has his own thing to worry
mum is everything 2 me now
cuz she sacrifice a lot for me
which more than i expected from her
although i oways call her 'aunty,tiger,zhang fei,thunderstorm,or maria'
ya,when i call her
i ll call her 'aunty'
=> 'aunty,i go out liao ah!!'
she oredi get used of it
last time she cannot tahan edi
she told me in shopping complex
'afterwards ppl really thought i m ur aunty'
....''ahya...i oredi get used of it edi la''
so...till now...i m still call her 'aunty'
mama,dun think so much liao la
thr s a sanatorium near klang lama
4 old ladies 1
last time when i was 12 yr-old
i told her i ll send her thr when she s old
recently v passed thr again,
she pointed da place n told my dad n sis
'ur daughter ll send me thr in future'
ahaha....this aunty ah
nanti i really ll send u thr if u think too much
ahaha....ahya...
my future husband ll take k of u la
if he fails 2 do it,then i rather 2 b single,take k of u lo
dun 4get u said u 1 2 take k my children 1...haha
aunty got so many things 2 write...
hands tired edi...
haiz...
sorry for my loso-ness..hehe
-{ i cried for you again at 11:37 AM }-
