- confess -

Monday, December 11, 2006

i rather be alone
or hangin out wif friens
i dun1 2 try any new in this moment
i m not ready yet
i hav this kind of weird feeling-''scared'', since form5
dunno y.....cant help myself....
mayb i havent forgetten somebody else
i noe it s stupid but it s true
y i need to lock myself?
y i cant jz let out everything in me?
for god's sake,i m still waiting for stg i dun expected
my demands mayb high
or i ll b single in my whole life
i wont regret it
i dun wan 2 play only
i dun wan 2 try only
thr s no trial in my dictionary
i believe in my instinct
i believe in my feelings
i believe i have sixth sense(sometimes)
i will do wat i want & not what he wants
tats y i m selfish
tats y i m not lonely
n tats y i m still happy

my mum finally interrupted me when i told her another thing
''i noe u hav bf edi.....tat time u went out alone.....u went so far 2 c him.....''(all sound like facts without question marks)
b4 tat i thought i was thinking too much while everytime i told her i wanted to go out n she gav me da same weird expression
i really thought i was thinking too much,yeah...i didnt!!!
i was true
she is da one who thinks too much
she thought da dress i bought was my ''bf'' teman me 2 buy 1
hohoho.....funny
then i re-introduce my friens to her again
i think she only believe half of my explaination
watever,i won...hahaha
women oways think too much 1...haiz....me either
-{ i cried for you again at 12:06 PM }-
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