Friday, March 30, 2007
i think i got problem now
i have no appetite
i cant control my shaky hands
i cant sleep well at nite
i cant concentrate in my studies
i lost weight
u noe how heavy i am now?
51kg!!!!!!!!!
it s not normal orite!!esp for a 170cm tall me
i nvr c this number appear since form 1
no wonder every1 said i m thinner now
i want 2 gain weight but i hav no appetite
my mum asked me 2 go 4 medical checkup in hospital
but.....i dun1 lo...
blood test is ok 4 me
but others i cannot accept
body checkup....sounds scary 4 me
i really dunno wat happened 2 me..
i m happy...but i m not ok
how?
i have no appetite
i cant control my shaky hands
i cant sleep well at nite
i cant concentrate in my studies
i lost weight
u noe how heavy i am now?
51kg!!!!!!!!!
it s not normal orite!!esp for a 170cm tall me
i nvr c this number appear since form 1
no wonder every1 said i m thinner now
i want 2 gain weight but i hav no appetite
my mum asked me 2 go 4 medical checkup in hospital
but.....i dun1 lo...
blood test is ok 4 me
but others i cannot accept
body checkup....sounds scary 4 me
i really dunno wat happened 2 me..
i m happy...but i m not ok
how?
-{ i cried for you again at 2:35 PM }-
Thursday, March 29, 2007
2day is an unusual day
.....i dunno y i feel a bit sad when i m happy
i oso dunno wat i m talkin bout
watever..
recently wake up very early in da morning
around630am i oredi open my big eyes n look at da window...*still dark
after tat cannot sleep edi...
nvm...
2day morning
went 2 spa treatment in taipan
it s my birthday present from my sis
but.....though i love massage
i still cannot get used 2 too 'open' in front of stranger
no matter tat person is female or male
i jz dun like it
after da 2 hours
teman my sis 2 kota kemuning 2 send stock 2 a customer
then v had our lunch at thr
seriously,not 2day only
i dun hav appetite since dunno which day edi
i eat very very less recently
dunno wat da heck happened 2 me...
i feel miserable
after came back
i phoned my aunty 2 get pet shop info
then took Hippy 4 grooming
cuz my mum non stop sneezing 2day
n Hippy started get dirty n smelly
i spent RM40 from my salary
2 let this lovely doggie looks prettier
i sent her thr around 220pm
at 4stg,da uncle from da pet shop phoned me n asked me 2 collect Hippy
.....
.....
.....
Hippy is so CLEAN!!!
so cute rite now...
actually i got think of takin Hippy out wif me de
but..dunno la...later very ma fan
n watched Mr Bean movie wif Pretty
which decided in last minute
da movie is quite funny
but i still prefer old Mr Bean's movie n drama series
Mr Bean is 1 of those comedian who really brings happiness & laughters 2 every1
Stephen Chow may only popular in chinese society
but Mr Bean is da 1 who can replace Charlie Chaplin
so sleepy rite now...
i m lack of energy ...how?
.....i dunno y i feel a bit sad when i m happy
i oso dunno wat i m talkin bout
watever..
recently wake up very early in da morning
around630am i oredi open my big eyes n look at da window...*still dark
after tat cannot sleep edi...
nvm...
2day morning
went 2 spa treatment in taipan
it s my birthday present from my sis
but.....though i love massage
i still cannot get used 2 too 'open' in front of stranger
no matter tat person is female or male
i jz dun like it
after da 2 hours
teman my sis 2 kota kemuning 2 send stock 2 a customer
then v had our lunch at thr
seriously,not 2day only
i dun hav appetite since dunno which day edi
i eat very very less recently
dunno wat da heck happened 2 me...
i feel miserable
after came back
i phoned my aunty 2 get pet shop info
then took Hippy 4 grooming
cuz my mum non stop sneezing 2day
n Hippy started get dirty n smelly
i spent RM40 from my salary
2 let this lovely doggie looks prettier
i sent her thr around 220pm
at 4stg,da uncle from da pet shop phoned me n asked me 2 collect Hippy
.....
.....
.....
Hippy is so CLEAN!!!
so cute rite now...
actually i got think of takin Hippy out wif me de
but..dunno la...later very ma fan
n watched Mr Bean movie wif Pretty
which decided in last minute
da movie is quite funny
but i still prefer old Mr Bean's movie n drama series
Mr Bean is 1 of those comedian who really brings happiness & laughters 2 every1
Stephen Chow may only popular in chinese society
but Mr Bean is da 1 who can replace Charlie Chaplin
so sleepy rite now...
i m lack of energy ...how?
-{ i cried for you again at 9:17 PM }-
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
finally....i ve done my job
i no need 2 work 2moro!!!
3days....tiring but it s worthy
watever
went 2 hav dinner wif Easy,her fiance & her sis
thy treated me dinner which i didnt expected....thx anyway
long time didnt c her
feel blessed 2 meet her again
chit chat like b4
da photo is blur as da setting didnt set properly
is my pants too short?
wj asked me b4 i go out
''y u r wearing underwear 2 go out?''
i no need 2 work 2moro!!!
3days....tiring but it s worthy
watever
went 2 hav dinner wif Easy,her fiance & her sis
thy treated me dinner which i didnt expected....thx anyway
long time didnt c her
feel blessed 2 meet her again
chit chat like b4
da photo is blur as da setting didnt set properly
is my pants too short?
wj asked me b4 i go out
''y u r wearing underwear 2 go out?''
-{ i cried for you again at 10:16 PM }-
Monday, March 26, 2007
i worked again....
damn tired la..
i noe it s goin 2 b a tiring day,absolutely sure bout it
cuz thy lack of workers thr
everywhr is fulled of things like files,brochures,boxes
esp da tables...fulled of files...
last time was so CLEAN
this time thing has changed
cuz my ex colleagues had resigned
then come a malay lady 2 take over
so as usual..
luckily i worked thr b4
i noe how 2 key-in students' profile,photocopy,sticker-ing,read letters,find documents
jz like happened yesterday
but...sorry
i worked like slave for 5 ppl 2day
each 1 ll giv me at least 2 tasks
i nvr rest when i step into da office at 9 until 5pm
thy gav me works 2 do at da same time
like i can remember 2 finish all of these
but....luckily i did....god bless
i didnt feel sien at all...cuz too bz edi
thy need me so much i noe
thy r not happy tat i ll only work 4 them until wednesday
nvm...actually i m happy 2 work 4 them
cuz i can get money...hehe
tat s da purpose i 1 2 work
i earn rm56 2day...
so....i m happy
n i had lunch at Starbucks
as i didnt noe whr 2 eat oso
esp i was alone
eating alone at asia cafe sure looks very weird
so...hav caramel Frappucino n chicken finger sandwich at thr
i was sitting thr a bit longer
watchin those students hanging around
heard their laughters
a korean couple sat beside me
heard their koreanese
suddenly felt tat i was lonely...ahaha
ya...tat s holiday...watever
da 1st thing i came back from office
is lying on da sofa thr n sleep
thought Hippy came 2 kacau me awhile
i beh tahan edi...fell asleep so deeply
k la...2 more days 2 go
more money can b earned
need 2 study 2nite 4 my all mid term tests next wk
n my birthday thing...oh...lotsa things 2 do...
somebody pls bless me
damn tired la..
i noe it s goin 2 b a tiring day,absolutely sure bout it
cuz thy lack of workers thr
everywhr is fulled of things like files,brochures,boxes
esp da tables...fulled of files...
last time was so CLEAN
this time thing has changed
cuz my ex colleagues had resigned
then come a malay lady 2 take over
so as usual..
luckily i worked thr b4
i noe how 2 key-in students' profile,photocopy,sticker-ing,read letters,find documents
jz like happened yesterday
but...sorry
i worked like slave for 5 ppl 2day
each 1 ll giv me at least 2 tasks
i nvr rest when i step into da office at 9 until 5pm
thy gav me works 2 do at da same time
like i can remember 2 finish all of these
but....luckily i did....god bless
i didnt feel sien at all...cuz too bz edi
thy need me so much i noe
thy r not happy tat i ll only work 4 them until wednesday
nvm...actually i m happy 2 work 4 them
cuz i can get money...hehe
tat s da purpose i 1 2 work
i earn rm56 2day...
so....i m happy
n i had lunch at Starbucks
as i didnt noe whr 2 eat oso
esp i was alone
eating alone at asia cafe sure looks very weird
so...hav caramel Frappucino n chicken finger sandwich at thr
i was sitting thr a bit longer
watchin those students hanging around
heard their laughters
a korean couple sat beside me
heard their koreanese
suddenly felt tat i was lonely...ahaha
ya...tat s holiday...watever
da 1st thing i came back from office
is lying on da sofa thr n sleep
thought Hippy came 2 kacau me awhile
i beh tahan edi...fell asleep so deeply
k la...2 more days 2 go
more money can b earned
need 2 study 2nite 4 my all mid term tests next wk
n my birthday thing...oh...lotsa things 2 do...
somebody pls bless me
-{ i cried for you again at 6:29 PM }-
Saturday, March 24, 2007
i tried this in XOXO
n it cost RM329 & less 20%
but it s not worth 4 me 2 wear once 4 da dinner(GALA night)
so i didnt buy it...
but tat s da only dress tat i m interested...
nvm.....i ll miss tat dress...haha
n find another 1...
wish me luck!!
-{ i cried for you again at 11:31 PM }-
Thursday, March 22, 2007
anger management
have u passed this subject?
ppl may c me as a person without temper
but sorry,i have...
tat s y i havent passed in this subject
my temper is bad
esp in my family
esp 2 my NIECE
I oways scold her
i oredi tried not 2 cane her,& i do
but sorry.....i hav 2 scold her every single day
no....should b everytime i c her
i dunno y y she has so many things 4 me 2 scold her
i dun like 2 scold her la.....cuz it ll make me older
she can talk so well now
means tat she can say anything without thinking
tat makes her very rude
she ll yell at u even u talk nicely 2 her
so i scold her
she oways slap & step on Hippy
so i scold her
she draws on da wal...nvm
i warned her 4 da 1st time
but thr s 2nd time,3rd time,4th time
endlessly drawing on da wall
so i scold her
everytime she ll do everything tat i had oredi told her not 2 do so
she ll nvr 4get wat u ve told her
da most important thing is tat,she purposely 1 2 make u angry 1!!
how can i tolerate wif her?
i feel so tired after i scolded her
y she so naughty 1??
thr r only 2 types of ppl i ll scold/swear
1 is my niece
another 1 is other ppl who disturb me when i m driving
i oways swear when i m on da road
ppl who sat in my car b4 sure noe about this
but i m not simply swear,i got reasons 1
mayb i m juz unlucky,meet this kind of ppl everytime i go out
watever...
i hide myself in my room most of da time
so i wont c my niece
then i wont scold her
sumtimes even my mood is very gd,she still has some ways 2 pull me down
jz now scolded her again,bcuz of Hippy n other things
feel so tired...
ok la....i ll try not 2 scold her...
i ll close 1 eye even she has done stg wrong...
should b...no eye 2 c
of cuz i love her,if not,i wont feel so depressed like now
haih...
like wat my dad said
'always no complain & no explain'
4get about everything
or swallow it & make ur throat dry
throw out everything is not a better way 2 solve problem
have u passed this subject?
ppl may c me as a person without temper
but sorry,i have...
tat s y i havent passed in this subject
my temper is bad
esp in my family
esp 2 my NIECE
I oways scold her
i oredi tried not 2 cane her,& i do
but sorry.....i hav 2 scold her every single day
no....should b everytime i c her
i dunno y y she has so many things 4 me 2 scold her
i dun like 2 scold her la.....cuz it ll make me older
she can talk so well now
means tat she can say anything without thinking
tat makes her very rude
she ll yell at u even u talk nicely 2 her
so i scold her
she oways slap & step on Hippy
so i scold her
she draws on da wal...nvm
i warned her 4 da 1st time
but thr s 2nd time,3rd time,4th time
endlessly drawing on da wall
so i scold her
everytime she ll do everything tat i had oredi told her not 2 do so
she ll nvr 4get wat u ve told her
da most important thing is tat,she purposely 1 2 make u angry 1!!
how can i tolerate wif her?
i feel so tired after i scolded her
y she so naughty 1??
thr r only 2 types of ppl i ll scold/swear
1 is my niece
another 1 is other ppl who disturb me when i m driving
i oways swear when i m on da road
ppl who sat in my car b4 sure noe about this
but i m not simply swear,i got reasons 1
mayb i m juz unlucky,meet this kind of ppl everytime i go out
watever...
i hide myself in my room most of da time
so i wont c my niece
then i wont scold her
sumtimes even my mood is very gd,she still has some ways 2 pull me down
jz now scolded her again,bcuz of Hippy n other things
feel so tired...
ok la....i ll try not 2 scold her...
i ll close 1 eye even she has done stg wrong...
should b...no eye 2 c
of cuz i love her,if not,i wont feel so depressed like now
haih...
like wat my dad said
'always no complain & no explain'
4get about everything
or swallow it & make ur throat dry
throw out everything is not a better way 2 solve problem
-{ i cried for you again at 8:18 PM }-
