Thursday, April 05, 2007
finally...finished my 1st 2 mid term tests 2day
i feel a bit regret tat i didnt use my holiday wisely
i should hav study da whole thing last week..
watever....
hope i can do well in my last mid term test-business finance next fri
this morning...haiya...dun1 2 say edi
i came in da class around 755am
da room was empty,da light wasnt on yet
so i sat down,took all my stuffs out
then my lecturer came in
only 2 of us in da class....silence...
then he looked at me,i looked at him
he asked me wat s da time
i said,805am
then he stood for awhile
then he said''ok,i dun1 to waste any more time here,lets get started,whr did i stop last tut?"
"erm...question19"
"so now v start from ques 20"
then he read da question
i was luffin in my heart...wat da hell...only me n him
since it was a tutorial class
only me who participated,so i was da only 1 who answered his question
damn cacat...
da horrible thing was,i didnt prepare for all da questions as i prepared 4 2day test last nite
haiya...
i didnt noe wat 2 answer him oso
then suddenly 1 by 1 student came in da class...thy were LATE!!
so...da total is 6 students
2day he kept callin my name
i only able 2 answer 40% of it
bcuz i didnt noe wat da hell was goin on...haha
think back when i was in primary till dunno wat age
my life was so lost...without destiny
i nvr attend any tuition class
i nvr do revision at home
i only study when da exams r coming
until 1 day,i had a crush on a so-called bookworm/nerd
i knew he s only interested in those hard working gals
from tat day onwards,i began 2 study
i got top 3 in da class
i stupidly thought i can catch his attention
but then it didnt work at all...ahaha
bcuz i didnt confess!!
but it did motivate me 2 study
last time i was study bcuz of him
now i m study 4 my future
not really future....since paid up da fees edi,of cuz hav 2 study la...haha
i failed dunno how many times edi
da proudest thing 2 me is tat,i got no1 during form 5 in class
i felt happy
bcuz i was a new student from chinese skul
bcuz i only spent 1 yr 2 cover my form 4 n form 5 subjects
too many gd things i had done
too many bad things i had done too
too many gd things happened on me
too many bad things happened on me
& thr r too many things waiting for us to face & overcome
tat s life
if u giv up now
if u hide urself from problems
...
i really dunno wat 2 say
i dun1 2 scold ppl
i dun1 2 advise u
bcuz i m not tat gd too
think about it
esp to some1 who made me feel disappointed
i feel a bit regret tat i didnt use my holiday wisely
i should hav study da whole thing last week..
watever....
hope i can do well in my last mid term test-business finance next fri
this morning...haiya...dun1 2 say edi
i came in da class around 755am
da room was empty,da light wasnt on yet
so i sat down,took all my stuffs out
then my lecturer came in
only 2 of us in da class....silence...
then he looked at me,i looked at him
he asked me wat s da time
i said,805am
then he stood for awhile
then he said''ok,i dun1 to waste any more time here,lets get started,whr did i stop last tut?"
"erm...question19"
"so now v start from ques 20"
then he read da question
i was luffin in my heart...wat da hell...only me n him
since it was a tutorial class
only me who participated,so i was da only 1 who answered his question
damn cacat...
da horrible thing was,i didnt prepare for all da questions as i prepared 4 2day test last nite
haiya...
i didnt noe wat 2 answer him oso
then suddenly 1 by 1 student came in da class...thy were LATE!!
so...da total is 6 students
2day he kept callin my name
i only able 2 answer 40% of it
bcuz i didnt noe wat da hell was goin on...haha
think back when i was in primary till dunno wat age
my life was so lost...without destiny
i nvr attend any tuition class
i nvr do revision at home
i only study when da exams r coming
until 1 day,i had a crush on a so-called bookworm/nerd
i knew he s only interested in those hard working gals
from tat day onwards,i began 2 study
i got top 3 in da class
i stupidly thought i can catch his attention
but then it didnt work at all...ahaha
bcuz i didnt confess!!
but it did motivate me 2 study
last time i was study bcuz of him
now i m study 4 my future
not really future....since paid up da fees edi,of cuz hav 2 study la...haha
i failed dunno how many times edi
da proudest thing 2 me is tat,i got no1 during form 5 in class
i felt happy
bcuz i was a new student from chinese skul
bcuz i only spent 1 yr 2 cover my form 4 n form 5 subjects
too many gd things i had done
too many bad things i had done too
too many gd things happened on me
too many bad things happened on me
& thr r too many things waiting for us to face & overcome
tat s life
if u giv up now
if u hide urself from problems
...
i really dunno wat 2 say
i dun1 2 scold ppl
i dun1 2 advise u
bcuz i m not tat gd too
think about it
esp to some1 who made me feel disappointed
-{ i cried for you again at 5:38 PM }-
