Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Easy,my form5 classmate,is going 2 canada this afternoon
she migrants 2 thr & till dunno when she ll come back again
sorry tat i didnt spend much time wif u when u r here
but i m glad our heart oways 2gether
thanks 4 being 1 of my gd friends


Easy & me


our grp photo on last sunday


& last night



crycrycrycrycrycrycry
dunno wat 2 say...
-{ i cried for you again at 11:59 AM }-
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-{ i cried for you again at 11:52 AM }-
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after 1 & a half month
finally i can tell every1 wat s goin on wif us
ya,v r 2gether mrgreenmrgreenmrgreen
da evil nen ching finally got a bf 4 herself
i nvr thought tat i can get a bf so SOON
ok la,everything is fine, smooth & sweet
better than u expectedlollollollollollollollol

can i post our photo here?hehehe.....cant wait 2 do tatmrgreen
-{ i cried for you again at 11:07 AM }-
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

this morning
i teman my mum 2 Maybank 2 guard her car
while she went 2 do her "business" inside
so,i drove her car & park at road side 2 wait 4 her
& i need 2 check whether da car has blocked other cars by looking at the side mirror
i saw one white & furry CATERPILLAR at the mirror!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i swear!!!!!!!!!
i was so so so so shocked!!!!!until my tears had "spurted" out from my eyes
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate hate hate hate hate CATERPILLAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE IT SO BADLY!!!!!!
i called somebody 2 comfort me
i studied auditing in the car
i jz cant wait 4 my mum 2 come out & "destroy" this disaster
i sms-ed my mum
"can u faster a bit??ur car got caterpillar!!!i m going to be nuts!!!"
then she called me & asked me whr i parked her car
she came,& LAUGH at me!!!!!!!
ish ish!!!!
she laugh becuz i cried
aunty!!!u r so bad!!!
then she took me 2 another bank & asked me 2 withdraw money
while i was not in da car
she asked the bank's security guard 2 help her "usik the stupid ulat!!!"
DAMN!!!!!!

i m good and ok in everything actually
but caterpillar thingy is the biggest weakness in my life so far!!!!!
my parents and siblings tease me tat I m useless bcuz of this
i hav tried 2 overcome this problem but it nvr suceed
& i hav no idea y my fate wif caterpillar is so STRONG!!!!!!!

long time ago when i was 5,
a big fat furry brown caterpillar was found on my stomach,inside my shirt
from tat day onwards,caterpillar became my phobia

as my parents love gardening & lots of plants thy hav inside & outside da house
i hate 2 walk near the plants or under trees
my phobia became stronger

thr were:
once i put rambutan in btwn my teeth,
i saw a red worm infront of my lips
once i opened a mangosteen,
i saw many white worms inside it
once my dad let me 2 hold a durian,
i saw red worms again

there was once in china
our tour included a visit in apple orchard
i so hate 2 walk under those apple trees,but still i had to do so....
i felt so stressed & very uncomfortable
my sis was trying to ease my tension
she asked me 2 grab a apple tat she couldnt get as i was taller
so,i grabbed it....& i saw 1 long,big,fat,furry & black caterpillar on it
from tat moment onwards,
i nvr nvr step in any orchard again

thr s oso once,
in a mamak at ss15 & havin our breakfast
my mum saw a medium green caterpillar on my shoulder
but she scared i will screamif she tell me
so she slapped da caterpillar down
unfortunately, the caterpillar dropped on the table
& i saw it
i couldnt scream
but i can feel my throat was dry until my stomach
u ll nvr noe how i feel,& how "dry" it was.......

ppl noe i love iguana
but y i didnt buy it as my pet?
bcuz i saw them eating worms as their food in pet shop
thy r not vegetarian.....so....i cant buy

worms,caterpillars...
wats wrong wif me
i ll change 2 another person when i c them
if u put 1 caterpillar on my hand
the next thing will happen is i die in front of u
i ll choose death if the other choice is 2 touch caterpillar
sorry,but u got 2 accept this fact
i m a coward when i c them
i m useless when i c them
& i dunno y i will cry when i c them
pls pls...
ppl who hate me,pls dun throw caterpillar on me
jz now in da car,i hardly breathe
my heart beat was so fast & my mind was totally blank
i mayb strong & independent in everything
but not in this thing
crycrycrycrycrycry

it makes me think of Carpenter's song

"Why do caterpillars suddenly appear
Everytime I am near
Just like u,They long to be
Close to me....."

my mum has a plant at da balcony
i heard she said thr r 10-20 green caterpillars on it
*speechless.....

mum,if thy climb from balcony to my room
i swear i will sleep in hotel the next day
-{ i cried for you again at 3:35 PM }-
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Sunday, October 14, 2007

how will u describe me?
crazy?
fun?
quiet?
good?
kind?
caring?
emo?
lazy?
stupid?
friendly?
coward?
bluffer?
busy??
i think most of da ppl now think tat i have forgotten them
cuz u ll find me busy all da time
as i didnt reply ur call,sms,even in msn
sorry guys.....
u all r still in my head now,i didnt 4get u all & i m still da same nc here
now da "plan organiser" has her own new thing to "busy"
& finals r nearer
giv me time 2 arrange a new timetable 4 u guys after finals,k?
miss u guyscool
-{ i cried for you again at 11:41 AM }-
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Saturday, October 13, 2007

the greatest thing of taking photo is
the ppl inside the photo are smiling at u
it s jz great,get wat i mean?coolcoolcool
-{ i cried for you again at 12:19 AM }-
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Friday, October 12, 2007

wat happened?

no worriesmrgreenmrgreenmrgreen

only good,happy & sweet things will happen on me nowlollol

unless........i am treated badly la...mrgreenmrgreenmrgreen


but 2day a bit unlucky
stomachache,dizzy,no energy,helpless in the morning till afternoon
i vomit summore after i took shower
i had a thought 4 giving up 2day's presentation
but....luckily got friens around me
sayang me,bought pills 2 ease my stomach
& luckily & luckily
stomach was suddenly ok b4 my grp's turn 2 present
then got high marks,unexpectedly
then can play badminton summore
i think i really done stg gd in my childhood,if not i wont b so lucky nowlollol
now...waiting 4 tmr's surprisemrgreenmrgreenmrgreen

waiting........

can't wait

can't wait till 3/11....hehehemrgreenmrgreenmrgreen
-{ i cried for you again at 6:55 PM }-
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