Saturday, May 24, 2008
wat?wat u want?!!
them
them #2
fried prawn?
lala-mui mi hoon
my exams have finished
i was happy
i had seafoods with friends
movies,dinner,& lotsa things tat happened after exams
i still have another half year 2 complete my degree....is fast
but....wat 2 do?still have 2 accept it anyway
sooner or later my bf will off 2 Melbourne
honestly,everytime i think & talk about it
i feel like crying (stupid)
& i did cried (dummy
)ya...i know i shouldnt
but i really cant control my feelings
nen ching,is just 4-5 months he will not ard u
so short?!!y cant take it?!!!
arghhh....i know...but i cant
he s already bcm some1 tat is so impt 2 my life
ppl asked me y i choose him at the 1st time
y pick him as ur 1st love?
he is neither bill gates nor brad pitt
y?
well
the answer is
he treats me really good
so much more than i expected
sincerely,thr s a lot a lot of guys i have met
handsome guys with 'extreme' arrogant characteristic
stupid guys will never know wat they are doing
smart guys always think they are smarter than girls
if i imagine i 'pak tor' with them
i know is will be another limited/short-term relationship
i am principled
i am very picky
i am sensitive
i am self-fish
i see myself as the person under the spot light
so i will never take a risk/waste my time/waste my love to love some1 tat s always not good enough in my eye
i dont want to be someone already been 'used'
i oso dont want 2 have more experiences with guys
this is not for job resume,& is not tat proud 2 do tat too
i take my commitment to start relationship with my current bf
because i know he wont disappoint me
he is too good for me....
if someday i really break up with him,
i know i will still return to him
tat s me
i wont let this 'dinosaur' 2 run away from me
but as long as he is happy
i will always be with him
neither any of us is perfect bf/gf
v still hav some 'holes' tat need 2 b fixed
maybe u will laugh
but this is true
i dont want to wait for the time he leaves
but i will wait for the time he comes back to me
-{ i cried for you again at 6:36 PM }-
