- compliment to mr yoon -

Thursday, July 17, 2008

i wonder..
am i tough enough 2 get through these few months
actually i 1 write this post
so tat when u open my blog tat time
u wont c the pic wif my baby
hehehe

u understand y i cant adjust my life now onot?
10 months ago
my life changed
during weekend
mr yoon will call me then v went out for breakfast
then hang out,lunch,movie,dinner,hangout then back home
not only weekend
most of the time he is with me
v only once,5 days(longest ever) nvr c each other
tat s bcuz v were working tat time
quite busy,so the feelings for 5days like (=5months)
& our working hour almost the same
so everyday on the way 2 office & 2 home after work
v will call each other
phone did play an very important role
dunno y,v got so so so many things 2 talk
sometimes raining or i work very late,
he ll come 2 my working place
send me 2 my car,& follow my car back 2 subang,then he goes back
i worked thr for 2 months tat time
now i feel he is incredibly nice

after tat,v normally meet everyday,or 2,3days once
my sis said i m cruel
oways ask him 2 cm here 2 find me from kl 2 subang
but...he miss me mah,i didnt force him oso neutralneutral
normally if v meet,v ll spend the whole day 2gether
after he send me back,i ll call him immediately
until he reach home
dunno whether i m too sticky or he is too enjoying
or vice versa
i only know,i love my life

honestly,he is not a 'talented' romantic person
mr yoon is quite a 'wood' guy
but good 4 him,cuz when he does stg outrageous
u ll feel extremely sweet
especially when v were 'singled'
he almost everynight on9
he said he1 2 'hunt' me
sometimes he ll pass me stg after class
brought me out,without any1 knowing
v went a lot a lot of places
b4 & after this relationship starts

thr was once
the last paper during finals-accounting theory
the night b4 the paper
he stayed alone in library & studied
& i came 2 fetch him during library closed
i came earlier & i waited him at downstair
i didnt call him but he saw me b4 he came down
when he came 2 me,he suddenly give me a kiss on my forehead
i was shocked,cuz he is not tat kind of person
he didnt even dare 2 touch me in public area like college
even i feel shocked,but my face was red & i was touched
tat night he said,''this is probably the last night i stayed in this library''
i know tat kiss wasnt an accident & i know he was terribly sad tat time
tat night was the 2nd most unforgettable night 4 me
the most 1,was on 4th july
the last time he sent me back home
i was crying like hell at the door thr
soundless & hopeless
my heart was so pain
& i really dunno y
it jz suddenly all came out,hardly 2 describe

i think i wrote alot here
sort of like showing off mr yoon
promoting him
but i m not
i m very miss him
i can write a lot a lot
but too many things happened btwn us
it s hard 2 write all here

watever...i miss him
very very very
i want my 'life' back 2 normal
arghhhhh

let me sleep awhile 1stcool
-{ i cried for you again at 8:57 PM }-
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