Monday, March 16, 2009
story was started
when i lost a trusted friend on my birthday eve
it was very difficult for me to believe & accept the fact
12 o clock shot
many friens happily 2 greet me birthday
but i wasnt happy at all
i couldnt sleep
i couldnt react
i jz met him few days after chinese new year
this happened so suddenly & so pathetic
the only thing i worry the most is her
i truly hope she ll get thru these
i know i m not strong as her if i am her
i hope she knows that i love her as friend
i will do whatever i can to help her
life is precious yet difficult
my job,isnt easy
but when i think of the process to get this job
i feel proud of myself
at last i found stg tat is more than one meaning of my life
it s isnt easy
but i need 2 work hard
so tat i will be confirmed 2 stay after probation period
i am quiet...in workplace
i dont pay notice on anyone
i feel like i am alone,but not lonely obviously
i have a caring senior
funny colleague.......so far i only have them
i cant be naughty edi,got 2 be serious & act mature
haih.....
i miss hanging out wif friends...
i miss it...so much
& him...
he is getting nicer & caring
& so much fun to have him 2 get entertainment
& got so much things to share when no1 listen to my rubbish talk
i dun need a handsome prince for my birthday wish
i dun need more money to spend
i dun need more "friends" to act as my "friends"
all i just want,to have a peaceful life,no matter when & where & who or how
hope everyone has a peaceful life too...except najib
when i lost a trusted friend on my birthday eve
it was very difficult for me to believe & accept the fact
12 o clock shot
many friens happily 2 greet me birthday
but i wasnt happy at all
i couldnt sleep
i couldnt react
i jz met him few days after chinese new year
this happened so suddenly & so pathetic
the only thing i worry the most is her
i truly hope she ll get thru these
i know i m not strong as her if i am her
i hope she knows that i love her as friend
i will do whatever i can to help her
life is precious yet difficult
my job,isnt easy
but when i think of the process to get this job
i feel proud of myself
at last i found stg tat is more than one meaning of my life
it s isnt easy
but i need 2 work hard
so tat i will be confirmed 2 stay after probation period
i am quiet...in workplace
i dont pay notice on anyone
i feel like i am alone,but not lonely obviously
i have a caring senior
funny colleague.......so far i only have them
i cant be naughty edi,got 2 be serious & act mature
haih.....
i miss hanging out wif friends...
i miss it...so much
& him...
he is getting nicer & caring
& so much fun to have him 2 get entertainment
& got so much things to share when no1 listen to my rubbish talk
i dun need a handsome prince for my birthday wish
i dun need more money to spend
i dun need more "friends" to act as my "friends"
all i just want,to have a peaceful life,no matter when & where & who or how
hope everyone has a peaceful life too...except najib
-{ i cried for you again at 9:45 PM }-
